Relationships. Complicated affairs. Currently i'm not sure whether i'm in one or not. And this isn't down to me girls, no no no. It's down to my girlfriend/ex/whatever she is. It's something i don't understand. So she recently told me that she wants some time to herself. She still loves me, wants to be with me. She still tells me she loves me, still kisses me. WHAT THE HELL?!

But we're no longer together at the same time. Plus, she only does the above when no one is around. I don't understand. I have a massive gap where she's meant to be. I'm restless. I'm even having trouble writing this! It's like she cares but she doesn't at the same time.

I don't know what to do. I'm left feeling empty.