So, things haven't been gong great for me as of late. But i'm starting to believe that life is what you make of it. So, looking at that phrase, i'm decided to make something of it.

What i haven't been telling you is that i've been out almost every night. Except last night, simply because i was too tired, three hours sleep is testing.

Tonight, i hit the town again. Club Ice. I have some old friends who invited me, they're a good crowd and my best friend Emma is with them. So i have nothing to complain about. Now before, i would have ummed and ahhhed about it. But the Americans have a saying, "Go with the flow." So, i decided to get going and start flowing.

Now, i could meet some very beautiful women in this club. And a woman of high calibre is hard for me to come by as of late. But when an oppourtunity like this arrises, you simply have to take it.

Don't get me wrong, it's not about getting over Janine or Cherry, Janine being the one who broke my heart and Cherry being the one who is... Well... A few pennies short of a pound.

It's about finding myself, and in Club Ice, with such a plethora of women about, i'm bound to find one. Two, maybe three? Who knows where the day might take you.

And I have to admit, my dad and Alfie said the same thing. Whenever you see a beautiful woman, somewhere... There's a bloke who's sick of shagging her.

Not that i'm one of these blokes who plays around. Oh, no, no, no. Whatever i've settled with, i stick with. It's just, while i'm young, free and single... I'm declaring open season on myself.

I'll let you know how it goes. ;)